i love you more than i could say♥

i recall back some of our memories .
i remembered how to tell me that you werent happy with grace .
and i wasnt happy with edward at that moment .
we both were not so friend that time ,
cause i always ignore you .
and slowly , i felt so unfair to your relationship ,
and i flirt towards you for the very first time .
and times change everything ,
you let go her and chooses me . and from that moments ,

our love story started .

our first time meeting one another at the undang place .

looking at one another shyly .

i remembered we were going for a date for the first time 

and you wanted to accompany me to take my undang test 

before we go and hang out around .

that time i was facing my undang book and day dreaming .

i remember you used the book slightly beat my head

and wanted me to concentrate to read my book .

that day is also the very first time i hold your hand first ,

and i saw you smile beside me .

awwww ♥

that smile really can melts my heart .

i like the way you look at me ,

and support me so that i could pass my undang .

eventho the ending of my results wasnt so good ,

but you still make me smile all the times .

and the first time , you taught me what is happiness ,

make me live in the sweetness at all times .

i knew we have many things to talk about ,

and we will never get bored with one another .

i remembered i was moody cause of someone ,

i am afraid you might mind but instead of minding ,

you told me that you will give me time to let go the past .

cause a true relationship cannot be forget so easily ,

you understand the concepts so well ,

and this gave me a very secured feel .

everyday , we meet one another .

and we never failed to be sweet .

with his existence , he filled my life with colours .

he make me deeply in love with him .

from the moment i was being together with him,

i knew he was the guy that God send to me .

i knew he will be the guy who gain me happiness and future .

like i said , i love him more than anyone else

and no one can replace him at all .

not even cheung carson anymore .

on the 14thof February . 

you hold my hand and gave me a surprise .

an engagement for our marriage ,

a registration for our relationship .

from the moment you wore the ring on my finger ,

you told me that i am always yours ,

till the day i die . ♥

recently , when i was lying down beside him ,

i cried on my pillow .

i was stress cause of my dad .

he really causes me a lot of hurtness .

18 years of loneliness without a dad by my side .

i recall back how hard i go thru this 18 years without him .

i recall back how people make fun of me and criticize me

for not having a dad by my side .

i recall back that i have no dad to teach me how to be a grown up child .

i cried for him many times .

no one can understand those hurtness i gone thru .

but he did , he did not say anything .

all he did was just pulling me near him and gave his shoulder

for me to cry on .

all he did was wiping away my tears and i can feel that

he is brokenhearted to see me being so emotional  .

there is also times that he sat beside me ,

cradling me to fall alsleep so that i doesnt need to cry .

he said that it's the only ways to stop me from crying .

thanks babyyy ,

i really love you . 

it's a kind of love that no one can explain .

the knot of love tied us together and i will never let you go .

hearts you till the end of my life 

♥